what’s happening, currently

Last night I dreamt about hugging cute boys. And playing Beatles Rock Band with them.
Many things are happening, and I am trying to manage them without losing my mind. I have a second appointment with my new therapist lined up. I will soon be calling in-network psychiatrists for my medicines. I’m really looking forward to [...]

fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuckity fuck fuck

I am so broke. As in, probably -700 in my bank account (yes, that is NEGATIVE $700). I know generally how this shit happens, but the specifics elude me. My most recent issues stem from being slammed with about 5 or 6 overdraft fees, each one more expensive than the last.
I am so fucked. So, [...]

cuz I’m the tax man

I can’t wait to get my tax forms. I love doing my taxes. I hope I still get a refund this year. Otherwise, I will become one of those people who hates doing her taxes. And really, I have much more fun things to hate on–so bring on the refund.

“buy my book, then!”

I am gathering together some books and DVDs that I am going to try and sell. I am also going to attempt to rid myself of xb’s disc changer.
I have a good job and make decent money, but I just can’t seem to manage my cash flow so that when bills come due I have [...]

drowning

I did some intense work on my budget and finances yesterday, and unless I can get some of my student loan lenders to lower my monthly payments, I will have around $100 a month to spend on food, gas, my “pills”, and household items such as soap, etc.
I have written to all of my student [...]

how cathy comic of me.

I have plenty to write about–xb drama, the adorable Seth, job funnies, excellent adventures in the city–but all I have on my mind right now is the fact that my pants have not been fitting lately, and I need to get off my lazy ass and do something about it, because I certainly cannot afford [...]

pawned!

Today I sold xb’s guitar that he left with me, and tomorrow I will be selling all of his records that he still hasn’t managed to come get. I am tired of looking at them, and I am no longer worried about him calling me the “bad” ex girlfriend. I think a frakkin’ year is [...]

Torpedo Vindicator Palin

If you haven’t done this yet, get thee on it.
I am less broke now. Yay.
Not feeling very writerly. I will have more stories in a couple of weeks, seeing as soon I am going on two out of town trips.

saturday snapshots-

I made a delicious chili the other night, chock full of healthy things: black beans, garlic, and tomatoes, plus I added zucchini and carrots to increase my vegetable intake (we’ll just ignore the cheese and fritos, okay?).
However, all of this healthfulness means that I have been farting at work, alot. I mean, it’s awful. I’ve [...]

$ $ $ $ $ $

I’ve been moody and sleepy today. I am cranky and worried about my financial situation (one bank account is about 600 in the hole, I’m well on my way to missing a second car payment, and I still owe my previous landlord 450 because my former apt didn’t get rented until August 1st). I have [...]