fat

fatty fat.

trains, pains, and traveling pants

I am in Kansas until Friday, visiting my nephew, sister, and brother in law. I took the train. I edited part of a play manuscript, read some of John Gardner’s book for young novelists, and listened to a lot of Dan Savage’s lovecasts. It was strange to leave from Union Station, because I hadn’t been [...]

blorgh

I’ve gone up a pants size in the last year and I’m pretty fucking annoyed by it. It’s a pain to get dressed for work since most of my work clothes either don’t fit at all or fit badly (i.e. sausage-like). I’ve also noticed that I don’t have as much energy as before, which is [...]

walk it out.

I took a long walk this afternoon/early evening. It was brisk out, and I wished I worn a hat. I walked for about an hour and on my way back home I stopped at the corner store and bought some milk and some incense that smelled like my grandmother’s house (I liked the way my [...]

rainy day list of randomosity

I have been dropping things lately. I wonder if I have some sort of brain/nerve issue.
I have dreamed about cheese two nights in a row. I plan on buying some cheese tomorrow after my paycheck is deposited.
The Professor signed an email “xoxo.” I think that is just about the cutest thing I’ve seen [...]

sexual healing

I’ve been on many dates recently. Yesterday I had two- a coffee date with a large, bearded avanat garde theater artist, and a stout and sushi and Arrested Development “date” with my friend Sideburns.
The first date was okay. The fellow was interesting, but I didn’t feel much of a spark, and I had to [...]

blergh, etc, etc

Ever have those days where you just feel gross?
You picked that spot on your face even though you KNEW you should just leave it alone. Your clothes fit funny and are actually pretty dirty. Your hair is brushed, but is due for a cut so it still looks like shit.
I feel gross today, for all [...]

the new year begins: food porn and zombies

Seth and I had a decadent five course dinner at Bite cafe for New Year’s Eve. The menu was:

endive leaves (?) stuffed with goat cheese, candied walnuts and pumpkin seeds
corn and potato chowder with parmesan crostini
green salad with champagne vinaigrette
skirt steak with chimichurri sauce, Gruyere mashed potatoes, and sauted zucchini
blondie sundae and free coffee.

Then we [...]

thanks

This is my second Thanksgiving without my mother, and I miss her. I cooked dinner for my two brothers today and it was nice, but melancholy as well. We don’t really have much to talk about. My youngest brother is socially isolated and doesn’t really do much, while my other brother has special needs- he [...]

how cathy comic of me.

I have plenty to write about–xb drama, the adorable Seth, job funnies, excellent adventures in the city–but all I have on my mind right now is the fact that my pants have not been fitting lately, and I need to get off my lazy ass and do something about it, because I certainly cannot afford [...]