what’s happening, currently

Last night I dreamt about hugging cute boys. And playing Beatles Rock Band with them.
Many things are happening, and I am trying to manage them without losing my mind. I have a second appointment with my new therapist lined up. I will soon be calling in-network psychiatrists for my medicines. I’m really looking forward to [...]

shut. the fuck. up. you fucker.

Ugh. So much idiotic drama going on. xb has once again reared his stupid-ass head. He friended by best and oldest friend in Chicago on Facebook recently, and I had a panic attack after seeing his face below a post of hers that he’d commented on (it doesn’t help that his profile picture is from [...]

a kiss on the cheek*:

gentleman, or, just not interested?
*actually, many kisses on the cheek; one every time we part, sometimes two.

oy! librarian in crisis!

I am a children’s librarian in the midst of SUMMER READING! Which means, oh, my god, I am losing my mind. I am swarmed by children most of the day, signing them up for the program, explaining how the program works, etc and so forth.
I do have several tales to tell, though: Sideburns and his [...]

priorities

My apartment has been filthy for weeks. I am cleaning today, because tonight I will be having a guest over. A sexy guest. I really need to find some motivation so that I don’t only clean my apartment when there is a chance of me getting some. Or I need to get some more often.

this whole “dating” thing? can eat a bag of dicks

I went on a coffee date last Sunday with a really interesting and attractive young man, and when we parted he said something about being busy all this (past) week but we should talk over IM. Since then? Not a word, written or otherwise. I thought we’d gotten along really well, but now I am [...]

remember

It is better to be alone than to be in a bad relationship.

Sideburns

10:47 PM SIDEBURNS: you [your turn at scrabble]
10:51 PM IRIS: your turn
can I ask you an awkward personal question that you can totally decline to answer if you don’t want to?
10:54 PM SIDEBURNS: um
10:55 PM about 6 inches.
give or take.
IRIS: good to know, but that wasn’t my question.

hm, that might have been the wrong [...]

omg.

The library is so BORING today. I mean, I don’t need anyone to poop or anything, but golly, the hours are DRAGGING BY.
Also, this song sums up my interactions with the Professor (except for the mature part; he was not mature at all). We are no longer seeing each other.

walk it out.

I took a long walk this afternoon/early evening. It was brisk out, and I wished I worn a hat. I walked for about an hour and on my way back home I stopped at the corner store and bought some milk and some incense that smelled like my grandmother’s house (I liked the way my [...]