pity parties have the worst music
I am writing here instead of writing to xb. I am guessing I am at around week five of operation: ignore, and it is slowly destroying me. Well, that’s really dire, isn’t it? and melodramatic?
I guess I am not being destroyed. It still hurts, though. I come across things all the time that I want to share with him, and I don’t. I don’t and it hurts. It hurts, and it makes me angry, and blah blah blah.
Plus, my boss hates me, and winter can suck my ass.
Ok, enough pity partying. I’m going to go crawl into bed now.
February 28, 2008 at 5:47 am
March 2, 2008 at 9:46 pm
You remember in “The Never Ending Story” where the tiny old lady (I think she was a gnome) tells Sebastian that it’s got to hurt if its to heal? I’ve found that phrase useful.